Office by Alex Penny
My thoughts. Philippines bound for the next 4 years. 21. Wuddup.
Here I am, 3 AM listening to the songs I stole from your iPod and the songs that played around the time we met - we were together. I miss you baby. Thats all I’ve been writing about, thinking about lately. I miss your warm hugs, sweet kisses, good morning txts. The way you would run into my room in the morning. I miss just laying next to you thinking what we would be like 50 years from now. I remember awhile ago I was like, Im gonna stop talking abt u blah blah blah. Looks like thats not gonna happen. If my blog is too emo for you then stop following me! Thank you. =) Just cuuuz.. 4.25.08 - 5.19.08 - 243-1953 - My Only U - Kasama Kang Tumanda - Billiards - Hot Cheeto - Air Hockey - What Happens In Vegas - Twilight. By my side. On us. Kill me now plz, I wanna die.
(Source: guttmananarchy)
So basically, I’m all over the place and I dont know how to get organized. I’m going to try and maintain this lifestyle. If I’m not out with friends, I’m exercising. If I’m not exercising, I’m reading. If I’m not reading, I’m out with friends. I’m going to try and cycle that just so I can keep my mind off her and keep healthy, mind-body-soul kind of thing. Wish me luck!
There hasn’t been one day that I haven’t thought about you. I’ve thought about doing all sorts of shit, just to ease the pain. Seriously, I’m all fucked up and no one knows. I feel like I fucked you up so much. Seeing ur posts abt u being in the hospital nd shit. Its completely fucking me up. I was suppose to take care of you, give you everything. Ended up leaving the relationship in the most bitter way. I don’t think we’ll ever find closure. I don’t know what to do. Its hard living like this. I was the only one you depended on, through everything. I thought this would be better for us. For years, all we did was fight. Can’t really say we cuz it was mostly me that was always fucking shit up. I don’t know. I’m completely fucked up and I don’t know who to talk to. I wanna give up. Fuck.
Luckiest man in the World.
(via kushandwizdom)
